February 28, 2010



Moving to Bellingen has facilitated a shift in me from simply observing the moon and taking a intentional yet superficial involvement in my lunar rhythms, so deepening my understanding of how Mama Quilla (the ancient Incan Moon-Goddess) influences me, and how surrendering to the flow can enrich my life, and create space and peace therein.

This new moon just passed, I was invited into a circle of women to share a meal, some feminine support, and to voice our intentions for the coming month. I was moved deeply by the gathering, and feel a special connection to each of the women over and above the bond I already have with them- some of my most beloved friends.

My intentions for this moon revolved a lot around healing issues- not so much situations, but energies below the surface that were creating situations. I feel now that through my intentions and actions to clear those issues, I have created space to re-vision my life and start living with more intergrety and bliss.

A couple of days ago, thanks to a weekly child minding swap I have with a dear friend, I had the time and space to spend a  day engaging in self renewal and eliciting love for myself and my life. From this organically came my “visions for a beautiful life”.

Now, as the moon approaches fullness, I am going to write this synergistic vision down, not so much as a speaking of intention, but of a commitment and pledge to shift into this life, as the moon gives me her power to bring my life, too, to total fullness.

Self Renewal and Actualization

  • Chakras well balanced
  • Aware of and acting within universal energies
  • Constantly seeking deeper consciousness, awareness, wisdom and insight
  • Creating space for renewal and actualization
  • Balance being and doing
  • Strong connection to nature
  • Strong connection to the Divine
  • A unique individual who is part of the Divine Whole
  • Embrace femininity, divinity, community and creativity
  • Use resources wisely and gratefully
  • Cultivate inner and universal peace
  • Raise my vibrations and those of the earth
  • Communicate clearly and non-violently
  • Goddess consciousness
  • Synergistic life

Wellbeing

  • Live in my body mindfully and with awareness
  • Using natural, gentle and wholistic health whenever possible
  • Utilize preventative healthcare
  • Fulfilling exercise that develops more than just the physical
  • Full understanding and conscious action of my responsibility to my body
  • Honouring my body as a divine earthly temple
  • Whole food, ethical, nurturing, slow and delicious nutrition
  • Honouring the blood mysteries, birth and the female body
  • Synergistic body-mind-soul-heart health
  • Resilient and peaceful mental wellbeing
  • Release of habits and beliefs that keep me overweight
  • Within a healthy weight range
  • Utilization of positive eustress, release and learning from negative stress
  • A beautiful body with gorgeous, unique clothes and adornments, long lustrous hair with beading and wraps, the return of my nose stud, and tattoos of the tree of life and a positive affirmation
  • Optimum digestive, immune and other systemic health

Mothering

  • Grounded, centred and loving as a mama
  • Conscious and connective mothering
  • Three children
  • Growth of my self (and my children) through mothering
  • Peaceful and transformative births
  • Honouring and holding the space for their individuality and self actualization
  • Connecting with and deepening my partnership and own and children’s wellbeing through parenting with Zai
  • Healthy, aware and loving childbearing continuum
  • Deep involvement and holding the space for their education, both through natural learning and the Steiner system

Career

  • Birth Counsellor and holder of the space for conscious and enlightened childbearing continuum
  • Sucessful, resilient, creative and passionate business owner
  • Further studies in counselling, holistic psychology, sociology, birth/women’s development, and doula/childbirth education
  • Holistic childbearing continuum centre
  • Both financial and soulful abundant rewards
  • Continuing personal and professional development and reflection, enjoyment and fulfillment

Writing

  • Expressing threads of the whole, especially self renewal and actualization, through writing- the key to synergy
  • Novellist
  • Birth history book and other birthing works
  • Social consciousness writer
  • Birth consciousness writer
  • Further studies in writing- balancing the art and craft of writing

Community

  • Sustainable, resilient life with awareness and integrity
  • Strong links, love and involvement in the community- cherishing and nurturing Bellingen
  • The Peaceful Birth Collective
  • Online/IRL Bellingen childbearing continuum community
  • Traumatic birth experience awareness and healing
  • Peace activism
  • Birth activism
  • Womens/human rights activism
  • Active Greens member
  • Active Transition Bellingen member
  • Gateway Festival
  • Bellingen Baby

Social

  • Being a loving Allomama/aunty
  • Close relationship with my mother
  • Release of the negative energy surrounding my birth
  • Nurturing the relationships I have with my extended family
  • Tribal definition of family and involvement therein
  • Loving group of women as a catalyst for connection and personal growth
  • Non violent communication
  • Honouring the present interaction as sacred, connective and a source of depth
  • Release of sexual trauma and closed heart
  • Lovingly intimate and deep sex life with Zai
  • Partnership embodying depth of connection, respect for the individual and partnership, holding space for growth, love, enjoyment and emissaries of Divine universal love with Zai

Enjoyment

  • Hiking, camping, biking and nature
  • Great fiction and non-fiction book collection
  • Great music collection
  • Four festivals a year
  • Domestic and international travel, connecting with culture and place (combined with writing)
  • Lots of local community events and shared meals
  • Skills and supplies in arts and crafts
  • Drumming, fire poi and belly dancing
  • Soulful internet interactions

Home and Finance

  • Sacred, wise, and well managed use of space and time
  • Frugally and wisely used material and monetary resources, and grateful for their abundance
  • Living simply and sustainably
  • Some kind of communal/collective living
  • Earthy hippie home in a beautiful natural place
  • A mutual sense of ownership and belonging to home
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One Response to “”

  1. Alice said

    Wow Sammi,

    Thankyou for sharing so honestly, deeply and openly. What a beautiful life you are creating for yourself, your family and the world.

    Oceans of love and huge hugs for you as you step fully into your magnificent Goddess power!

    May all you dreams come true!

    Alice x

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